Moving On.

I feel a lot better. A weight is gone.
I know I still have shit to do before I'm there, and I know I still don't know where there is, but that's okay.
I'm content.

Listening to: Broken Bells
Reading: Buddha Boy

I'm applying to college, I've decided I'd like to learn to bartend... still sort of loose on the career thing. The bartending's just to entertain and maybe make a little money, not for a forever thang. It'd just be neat, y'know?
I'm gonna go clean my room.

Love is so potent sometimes, it's hard to contain.

Irregular

Some people are shits.
It's really frustrating, being able to understand and sympathize with why they're such shits.

Maybe I'll grow into it.

Tyrant - The Bravery

I've discovered my independant, self-sufficient drive.
Need be, I can be alone.
I want a beer.

Red Rabbits

Last night, I had a sleepover with Kiera and Krista. It was very enjoyable. We played soooo much Little Big Planet, which was adorableoverload. Then we came back to my house and watched Mulan, then crashed.
I felt heavy and polluted, but after a good cleansing I feel and (smell) good. Well, better. Still sort of sleepy, but I'm all fresh and wearing a satin dress with my wet hair tied back in a bun. I can't find my lavender oil, which is sad. Probably for the best though, seeing as I'd just pass out on the floor for a few hours. I think it's about time for another haircut. I judge this by how bad it looks when I do nothing with it. It's not BAD, just... meh. I find myself putting it up a lot recently. I don't want to.
So, haircut.
Today will most likely be a relaxing day. Tomorrow's work, and after, my work dinner. lol.

Words Of Wisdom

So. Veli and I are soooo friends. The count is two. Yum.

Today was a good day, I believe. A block, yes, went slowly... B block we watched the 2006 RockSolid videotape. C block was aight and D block was... well. Long story short, our french teacher's is a babe. Cute, yes, but also young and funny and down-to-earth, etc. On one of the quiz questions it mentioned the Canadiens, the hockey team he's rooting for. Beside it, I decided to write, "Good luck!" in french. So I did. Handed it in, quivering slightly, since I'm a shy little thing, surprisingly enough. Then I turn to Leah to check if I spelled it write. Guess. Just guess.


Nope. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHLOL
Tonight's a videogamenight and sleepover with Kiera and Krista. I R STOKED
We gonna have some mad ossimthymes, and hopefully I'll forget about my extremely clumsy, inappropriate, irrational flirting.

Nobody Listens to Techno

I am so. Tired.
Today was eventful. Saw Krista's hawse. SO PWETTY but I feel bad because I sort of influenced her to throw spaghetti at the wall. Then we went to youth clinic where they had so many free condoms. I have over 15. I will not be using them anytime soon, since I'm still afraid of kissing and have no prospects atm... So. I don't know why I took them. I was very stealth about it too. Well not really.
My humps.
Eminem and Mario Party.

Bottle Up and Explode!

It should be simple. So simple. It feels simple right now and I feel happy. I am worried that this is an unstable, neurotic happy, but... simple. Just feeling. I am happy and sad right now.

I seem to be attacking some people with affection lately, and I don't know why. It just makes me happy to talk to them and be close to them. I think about them often. I normally don't think about people I see at school.

This is a confusing time, but I don't care. It's, I think, the best I've felt in a while.
Chinese food.